I love yum cha.. i miss it when i can't have it. I love siu mai, hargow, spring rolls and certain buns.. couldn't eat all that much today though.. my reflection was chiding me for my tree trunk thighs...Sorry for my lacklustre entries.. i'm in abit of a rut mind wise. Return to the void. i'm not really feeling bad. just tired. all the time.
I can't let go of the idea that i'm stuck among people who really just dont get me. In what universe would i be happy, living among people 30-40-50 years my senior. In what universe would I want to work as a dentist or a television shoppers assistant. What about me just screams, i'm HAPPY keep me here.
I guess i dont take it all that well, when someone CONGRATULATES me for making a choice i feel i have no choice but to make. When they talk about "us" moving and living together in korea.. or wherever and tell it to me as if they are announcing that christmas is coming early.
Where do you mistake forbearance as happiness. seriously.
If i was a little more egotistical, i'd just get the hell out of here. But alas.. i give a fuck.
2 comments:
Mmm... har gow. That was my breakfast for a solid week when I went to visit Jenn in Hong Kong for the first time.
Sorry to hear that you're having some issues with your family. I was on the same boat when I was younger. My parent were pretty strict when we first immigrated to Canada. I think it had something to do with the values that they brought over from Cambodia. It wasn't until half way through high school that they start to give me the freedom I wanted... maybe for a girl, it's longer... like, when you're married.. :P
Giving a fuck is difficult. If you want to get the hell out - let me know your plans.
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